Just Bestfriends.



I miss the times when there where no barriers between us.
I miss hanging out like we used to.
I miss you.

Until then,
Au Viderzeen.

Lonely

I am alone
No one really listens.
Hear and comment
That is all their actions.

I am so sad,
I am really really sad.

Too tired from work,
trying to survive.
I feel worn off.
Always being nagged at, I am revived.

Happy to end a shift,
settled and time for some rest.
But more of the sometimes,
am being nagged at again, I am not surprised.

The phone ring is silent,
the responses to my nul incomings.

The daily routine
Of being taken care of.
I am blessed, trusting that I am loved.
Most times, just keeping to myself.

I am a cheater to my smiles,
meaning each laughter that I crack.
At most times, just hoping
that the noise can continue to linger.

I am loved,
I am happy.
I am grateful.

Just that for a lot of sometimes,
I know you just hear and make comments.

Did you manage to listen just now?
I am always just confused.
I am jumping from sad too many times.
I am just too tired.
I am always silent.

Be my friend.
Take my hand.
Listen to each other now, shall we?

I am so quiet.
I am your acquaintance,
always small in the crowd.
This has been my stance.

I am too tired,
and I am confused.

I am so tired,
I am not going to explain myself.
Remember me?
I am alone.

Hold out your right hand,
I introduce myself once more.
Hello,
My name is Lonely.

Will you keep me company?