NYP
School Of Health Sciences
Nursing
NR0401

Man, this class rawks. The people in it makes it rock.
I feel even closer to rock & roll there. =P
Of course, if this class rock, then I rock too.

Well done, rocker chick Ain.
U so rock.
=P

NR0401, u're my favourite 'ROCK BAND'.
Rock On Rockers.

Til Then.
Au Viderzeen.

Hey.
Went out today at 3pm. With Nas. =P Its been so long since we met. He's still as jovial as ever. Always entertaining me with his stories and jokes. =P We went to Northpoint just now.

So, he picked me up at my void deck. How sweet..~ Hehe.. No, I didn't ask him to. He was the one who wanted to. =)

So, anw, yah. Guess what? He treated me to starbucks. He bought me caramel frap whereas he bought himself mocha frap. Cool..~ Love caramel frap. =P He told me that he was gonna buy me a drink but he bought us a slice of lemon cheesecake to share too. I was surprised. And I was like, what's the occasion? =P That is so nice of him. It was so sweet. I kept saying that to him. And I will say things that I mean so, I said it. Seriously, for that moment, he kinda lifted me off my feet. It was really sweet of him..

So we chatted and chatted and chatted until around 5pm. We talked about my favourite subject = PHOTOGRAPHY. It was so cool. Honestly, it was. He made it sound even more interesting. And that's even cooler. =P

So, at around 5pm, we left that place. He was gonna meet his friend at 5pm, if I'm not wrong, and was already late, but he sent me home. Well, halfway. =P But it was nice enough of him. After what he's done before sending me home, I think sending home is just the cherry on top of everything. I've enjoyed the rest of the 'milkshake' already. Hehe..

Thinking of it again, this 8 year and 1/2 months (plus and minus) is really something. I appreciate ur presence and the friendship that we share Nas. Thanks. Honestly speaking. I mean that. =)

P.S. Something did occur before me & Nas went out. But, yah, its kinda personal so, well. Shhh.. And dear, I'm sorry.

Til Later.
Au Viderzeen.

Hey there.

School ended around 1pm today. Got home straight. It was raining just now. Beautiful time to take a nap. Yeah.. That was what I intended to do at first but in the end, I just logged on to net.. Thinking that my gastric have gone away.

GASTRIC. The word itself gives me the creeps. Cuz I had those in the morning just now. 6am all the way to around 9am plus. Cried and cried and cried. Shut up. Don't laugh. I'm serious. The pain was overwhelming. It hurt so bad man. Never felt anything this painful in my life before. Oh. Or maybe it isn't gastric. Maybe. Oh God. The thought of it makes me wanna cry and run away from all this.

Cancer.
I remembered my late grandma felt such overwhelming pain when she first found out she had cancer.
Am I going to die early..?
Allah.. Help me. Forgive my sins. Please.

Now I'm feeling the pain again. I have no more mood to continue writing in this entry. Maybe this cld be my last one.

Stop, Ain. Just stop.

I ain't gonna write further.

Til later, I hope?
Au Viderzeen.

Hey~

School just started this week on the 5th of July(Monday). Had orientation on 2nd of July(Friday). So far, school's been good. Not so bad. Made some friends in my class. Yah, my class is NR0401. Different class with Haslinda seh. So disappointing.. But its ok. At least we're in the same course. NuRsInG~. Yeps. =P

Yah, as I was saying. School is.. well.. so far so good. But I still have fears especially when its practical time. Haiz.. And so many tests.. Projects.. Both practical and theory. Haiz~ Hmm.. Stress? Yes. Strenuous~ But I hope I get through all this well.. Just pray for the best yah. =)

Took up Appreciation Of The Arts as my elective. Hmm.. That's something to look out for. I hope.. =) Hope it turns out well too. My elective starts on the 4th week. Haiz..~ Then on the 7th week is test week. Bah~!

Signed up for CCA. Makeup Artiste Team, and yes, Photography Club. I hope I'll get in. Am looking forward. Especially in Photography Club. Although no friends that I know of is in there..~ Gotta be independent yah. =)

Well, I've got a lot of reading to catch up. God, Guide me through all this. I don't wanna go quitting without even getting to the middle of things. I don't wanna go disappointing my parents again.. And especially to myself. I need all the guidance I can get.. =)

Seriously, I'm still a lil scared of school. I mean, in my course ah. The tutorials.. Lectures.. Whoa..~ I'm scaring myself again.. Hehe..

Alritey then.

Til Later.
Au Viderzeen.