Saturday, September 23, 2006
/// 10:49:00 PM
Now, come on.
Give me a BIG FAT..
=(
Friday, September 22, 2006
NAPFA /// 8:35:00 AM
Yesterday was Napfa day.
Cehh, cehh, being the
sprinter that I am, my shuttle run macam magic lah. The second chance I got, that is, woohoo. I have Mr Osim to thank for.
The other items were alright, better that I expected myself to do. Eventhough my run was a boo-boo, I was proud of my myself. I received my own personal, individual Gold. Sweet. I am so proud of myself for that.
Yeahh. Swee, baby, swee~
Yeahh, and as for him. That tall, dark and handsome,
"I-Love-Miso" Guy
..
Ahhh, sweet indulgence. Here I am burning the sugar in my body, but there u are, adding more spice to my eyes. Your eyes are like
ice, it's so addictive. That smile u constantly give, that is perfect, baby. I'm so drawn into that..
Hmm, I suppose, every girl thinks u're good looking. It probably isn't any much difference if I would to tell this to u too, either.. Well. Then again, what I said is true, and it isn't just a matter of adding words to my blog.
So until then,
Au Viderzeen.
Friday, September 08, 2006
/// 9:05:00 PM
that ice thingy is so blaggarr. eeww.
anyway, wanna hear something that is definitely not eeww business?
well.. what i really really really really wanna say is AAAHHHHH.
wahaha. okay, that's probably eeww business to some. if u know what i mean.
kwang kwang kwang.
okay, okay. actually, the non-eeww thingy is that, i hid in my room at around 7.45pm tonight, and quietly ate those PINEAPPLE TARTS that i bought from sufiah. yesss ahhh. now i can officially say, "what i really really really really wanna say is AAAHHHHH".
hahaha. kentalnyaa aku. but anyways, the pineapple tarts were gooood. actually, oklah, it was moderately good. i've eaten more yummy-licious tarts before. even soo, it's still, yeaahhh. at least i've fulfilled my desire, my cravings. waahhh. best.
i'm sorry lah, if i seem selfish cause i didn't share the tarts with anyone. seriously, i DEFINITELY have a GOOD REASON why i didn't share it with anyone.
first, there are only 6 pieces of pineapple tarts in that packaging, aanddd, it costs $2.70!!
u see, its so expensive, and for me to buy it, it's like, waahhh. my own silence indulgence lah, cannot share, u see. sorry people. nevertheless, the fillings very many one. hahaha. quite filling (and don't mention, fullfilling). hah!
alrighty then, everyone. i have to attend to my obligations now. and yes, i still have those tandoori chicken flavoured twisties to eat. hmmm, wonder if it's nice. shikin yang belikan semalam. i wonder if i should eat it now, or another day. i wonder how, i wonder whyy.. lalalala..
anyway, there's a gathering thingy tomorrow at cik pah's HQ. surely there'll be loads and loads of grub. sigh sigh, keep makan makan, my workout surely won't pay off. hahaha. so, must hit the tracks on SUNDAY!! yeah yeah. yes. YAHH.
so until later,
au viderzeen.
/// 1:24:00 PM
Paul.
I'm in my school's IBM e-lab now. I don't really feel like doing anything now, AT ALL.
My bladder seems like it's gonna BURST.
Ya, like YA. Hey, I miss it when Paul talks like that. Oh maaannn, I miss Paul so muchh already.
Throughout these few weeks, yahh, I felt like I've created some kind of a bond with him.
I feel it, lah. If he doesn't, well, of course he doesn't feel it back.
Seeing Paul cry last night breaks my heart. I felt so connected to u. Oh, miss u.. LOVE U!
Each time I see u, we're like so near but YES YES, SO FAAAR! Yes yes, u've been like a little brother to me. Oh more maybe, maybe I feel MORE. Paul, AKU SAYANGKAN KAU! ur kental-ness is sooo, waaahhh, argghhhh.
OH MAN, u're SO ECCENTRIC! Such a turn on.. WE'RE BOTH ECCENTRIC. Oh MEANT TO BE. MEANT TO BE.
ya, i'm crazy. ahhh, Paul, hope to see u sometime soon, anytime. YA.
and people at the back can bye bye lah, talk something bout u.
until later,
au viderzeen.
Saturday, September 02, 2006
/// 9:06:00 PM
you.
ugh. no, u shut up. don't u dare tell me that!
u shut up. just shut up.
ugh.
oh to hell with my negative entry. or entries.
whateverrr. uuggghhhhhh. i don't care.
just die lah. just go.
well, yeah. whatever.
like u once said to me, let my dream be just a dream.
arrghhhh. and i actually went yay at that time?
arrhhhhh. just die lah.
a dream, a dream. a dream, a dream?
yea, yeahh. whatever. continue breaking my heart.
keep doing that. that's what u do best,
whaaat...~
why couldn't u've just given me a chance??
why couldn't i just have that one freaking chance?
i hate u. i so hate u lahhhh!!
up saakkkk.
why do i have to care about your happiness anymore?
and hell no, i didn't say i was done with u. i never did say that.
i'm not done yet, not with u.
i knowww, there's no freaking way to end that up.
NO WAY. and i'm not going to even try.
i just wish u'd come here. and face me.
YES, uhuh, that's it brudder.
and even when i wish u'd die. chill, u'll face it someday.
everybody will. so, chill.
but if u would to fall now. and hurt urself so bad.
and mayyybe bleeeed so profusely.
aaannnddd if i was around, i'd be there for u.
shit, i would. I WOULD. yep.
i'd be there alright. and i'd help u out.
YUUPPP.
so u ask, what is it that i would've done?
i'll call the ambulance, and i'll guard ur life,
every minute, until the medics arrive.
i'd do anything in my knowledge to help out.
heck, I HATE U so much.. that i WILL help u.
such irony, aye?
u don't know how much i feel for u. u've got NO IDEA.
i would loathe u for all i care. yes. because i just do.
u just don't know how much i've felt for u.
nope, helping u it's not about BERPERIKEMANUSIAAN.
takde kena-mengena at all.
I JUST HATE YOU SO MUCH.
i've said this before, and i'll say it again.
just, why don't u find out what is it that i'm actually gonna say.
I "i'm saying this in my heart" U.
yeah, whatever.
until later.
au viderzeen.
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