The two weeks of us spending time together has ended.
Those times that I spent nearly every moment with you has now come to a halt.
Those laughter and even mere tears that I've shared with you..
That ache at the base of my feet that I've endured to keep the promise of continuing to stand.
Those tantrums that you tend to throw when you think life has given up on you.
And even those smiles that you make each time I smile back and try to give you hope.
These moments not only touched my heart, but it also taught me a lot about life.
Due to you, the love that I feel for myself and even for the ones I love has grown stronger.

I will appreciate this life of mine.
All thanks to you.
Be it academically or even emotionally.
You've taught me a lot and I've gained lots of experience there.
Those times that we've spent we'll always be in my heart.
Again, I owe you another big thanks.
You rock.

I love you so much and this I promise you.
Thanks once again.

The staffs at AMKCH Ward 1 East Wing Rock.
Even the patients there.
=)Thanks NYP, for putting me there as my first attachment.
It was really worth the while. =)

To Grandma Minah, the one I fell in love with.
You opened up my mind.
You shared your experiences with me.
You touched my heart, Granny.
I'll try my best to keep that promise of mine come true.
Love You, Gran.

Til Later..
Au Viderzeen.

Caught Resident Evil 2:Apocalypse yesterday at Bishan Gv with Adnan, Jason, Khad, Jasmine and Shikin. It was a really nice movie. Really really nice. Was worth every penny. Kinda scary, though. A lot of freaky stuffs. Other than that, the movie's fantastic.

During the night, I had an unpleasant dream. It got me to mere tears. Why I said mere tears was because tears just couldn't come out. I just felt pain deep inside of me.

Maybe I need help.

I have dreams of death and mere-to-death situations. And it's scary cause it involves the ones that I love.

I get shaky and sometimes, I wake up in such a big shock, i need to take in lots of air. I get out of breath. And my heart beats fast. Really fast.
And then, sometimes, I cry.
I weep to hide my pain.
That pain that I feel beneath.
That fear that I need to overcome.

Seriously..
Do I need help?

Because, these dreams seem to be haunting me.
And I might get traumatised.

But I'm fine.
I'm just afraid.
Afraid of apocalypse.

Til Later.
Au Viderzeen.

P.S. WRITTEN ON 3RD oCT 2004

Island Life Rawks.
=P
Especially when one is spending it with loved ones.
=P



Yesterday was awesome. Totally.
Went over to Pasir Ris and rocked the beach. Had fun with NR0401.



ETA was 1330 hours liddat if I'm not wrong.
Cut cake. Took photos. Ate. Drink. Played water bombs. Played with sea water. Barbecued. Ate. Drink. Chit-chatted. Face got 'chocolate-therapy'. Took more photos. Continued barbecuing. Wash up. Hug. Kissed Goodbye. Took a cab home.
Conclusion:Had a miraculously fun-tastic time! =P =P =P



Thanks for making this picnic possible. Without your presence, it wouldn't be this terrific. Thanks once again NR0401. U totally rock.

Muaks.

Til Later.
Au Viderzeen.