So.. We meet again. Yeah. Been a long long time since I wrote in here. Well, I've been busy lately. Like, really busy. I've been having lotsa things up in my mind and well, been skipping meals and thinking a lot. Just thinking TOO MUCH! I think a lot. I'm that kind of person who prefers sitting and thinking to solve problems rather than just avoiding them. So, here I am. Back to my usual self again.. Cheerful and.. well.. eats too much. Lol. I'm happy this way. Way way happier.. Damn happy. I already have my beloved family & friends with me. And not forgetting, Allah.

On Saturday(17th April '04), met up with Haslinda at Khatib MRT on 7.15am to go to SGH's so-called open house which was more of a talk(or should I say.. a few talks) regarding SGH and Nursing and blablerblaberblaber that's related to the NYP Nursing Sponsorship. So.. My dad accompanied us there.. He was worried if we would get lost or somethang. Reached there at 8am or so.. And like, the 'open house' thingy starts at 9am. So, went over to the Housemen's Canteen to get some breakfast. Haslinda ate some noodle dish and I had 2 epok-epok sardine. Well, actually, 3. But gave one to dad. Hehe.. Dad got himself some sweet cake and a cup of coffee. He bought milo for the both of us. So, we dug in till it was like, 8.20am. Then went up to Blk 7, Level 9 for the lecture thingys. Dad went for work, of course. At about 11am, we were separated into groups of 20 each. I was still with Haslinda, Thank God. Lol. A nurse showed us around SGH and then at around 11.30am, all of us were released. Took NEL then stopped at Dhoby Ghaut MRT to go straight home. Ahh, someone called. And such boring chat. So, we went over to the McDonald's for lunch while I could drag myself to talk on the phone with that someone. That's what I thought at first. While we were heading over to McDonald's, I've already put down the phone. What a boring talk and irritating one too. So, well, heck. The service at McDonald's that day? BAD. UGH~! So, it was packed. Fine. Lunch Hour. Fine. But, still, COME ON.. It's their duty to make a customer feel happy. Cuz that day there, I ain't Loving It. So after that, I got home..

I intend to watch a movie this week. Either 50 First Dates.. Or that other one.. Hmm.. I need to laugh more often. Since, I didn't laugh much last 2 weeks. Damn it. How could I have ever let anyone destroy 2 weeks of my happiness? Damn..

Ok then..
Till Later.

Au Viderzeen.

Heya.. I just got married a couple of hours ago.. Like.. Today's date is 04/04/04 and I got married 4pm on the dot.. In which, I had to confess those two words.. "I do.." Oh.. Those precious moments.. And not forgetting, we just made love.. Sweet sweet love..

Man, I'm sick. Hahaha..

So today's a nice date. Hahaha.. Well, nothing so splendid did occur to me today. I just lay on my bed and read a book(wow!) and listened to the radio. Kinda cool to do that on a Sunday.. I mean, like, relaxing around... While it rains.. and having the bed next to the window acts as a bonus when drips of rain splashes on my cheek.. Oh.. how.. Romantic.. Hehehe.. If only I had a partner with me.. Hahaha.. At home??! Reading a book?!! Carik pasal betul aku nih..

So, mom fried some jemput-jemput pisang in the afternoon. Had coffee and tea today.. I love it. I think today's not such a bad day afterall.. I like rainy moments when I drink some hot drinks and listen to some music(and maybe read a book.. or better, watch tv) and have something to munch on(I don't mean heavy meals).. Hmm.. A great weekend, don't ya think so? Which reminds me, I hafta complete my Sponsorship Form for SGH. BY TONIGHT! Hahaha..

So till later..
Au Viderzeen..

Sssuppp...?!!!
Met Jesmen just nooowwww!!! Weee!! He's sooo cute man. Handsome.. With his hair and his specs.. Hahaha.. Ok enough already. Anw, I'm having this kinda sore throat.. Haha.. Which reminds me of this poem that I wrote last yr.. It was due to this really bad sore throat that I had.. Hmm.. Shld I or shldn't I post it here?

I shldn't. Hahaha..

So he said I was pretty. Haha.. So, who's he? This guy that I met yesterday.. Well, he's sorta close to Finy and we're kinda like friends. He passed Finy a CD that he bought for her, yesterday, and I was with her at that time so.. I saw him ah. He was late an hour or so and being me, I was so frustrated. It was so irritating..!! Like, an hour ok? So when he and his friends arrived, I didn't even care to smile. I was extremely agitated. Damnn irritating!!! Gosh. But, yah I did smile, cuz Finy introduced them to me and vice versa. U don't expect me to just roll my eyeballs or something liddat. I know my manners even when I'm angry, aiight? But it wasn't that sincere, so I supposed it'd be better if I didn't smile.. Right? Nvm that ah. His expression at that time? Sucks. Irritating. He's already late but wants to act like he's not in the wrong. GOSH! Like, Oh My Gaauuudd.. So, I didn't smile at all after that ah. Muke bingit. Then we waited for Finy's mom outside BK (CP one) and met Mdm Ng. Hehehe.. She bought stuffs from Guardian Pharmacy. Now then I know that she lives around CP. Haha.. Then when Finy's mom arrived, we took bus 969 home..

Met up with Finy and Sya again today. 3 days in a row. Ader hal ah.

So till later.
Au Viderzeen.

So.. This is my first entry. Whoa. How exciting.. Haha.. And I sound so mundane. So incongruent.. Lol. But seriously, I am kinda excited. HONEST! Haha.. And u'd just roll ur eyeballs and sorts like that. Like, whatever. Hahaha..

Anw, went back to my alma mater yesterday with Finy. Man. I've missed her damn much.. When we arrived, recess was just about to end in about a couple of minutes time. So.. The first place that we head to was Mdm Ng's 'office' in F&N room. She was as elated as we were when we saw each other. I guess the pain of missing her has been cured.. Haha.. She hugged us at the same time and like.. Whoa. No teacher has ever hugged me before and this is like the best one! Haha.. She's the best teacher that I've ever had in my 17 years. She doesn't only teach, but she's compromising and understands me. She's like a 2nd momma to me. Hehe.. Ok, enough. Actually my motive in meeting her was to get my school testimonial and school leaving cert. So I blaberblaberblaber to her about all those things and head over to the General Office. Met Mr Subash.. Man, he's hot. Hahaha.. Goodness Ain, Goodness. So he talked to us for a while and then Mdm Ng came to me again. She told me to come back on Monday. She will try her best to give me those 'documents' by then.

Went to search for Mrs Raghesh in 5A1. She was there!! Cool! Hahaha.. Again, both of us were elated to see each other. Haha.. Saw, Salina & cliche.. And saw Nasir. He seems to be smiling from ear to ear. I'm not sure if he threw a couple of smiles to me, but, I just smiled. Mrs Raghesh was trying to make us sorta 'inspiration' or role model thingy.. Haha.. I was blushing..! Haha.. Then head over to the General office again. That HOD section. Met mdm Sheila.. She almost didn't recognise me. Blame the make-up. Hahaha.. We had a blast. Then went out with Finy.. Then met up with Sya at Kedai Kopi 848. Met up with Finy's mum too.. We were like touring part of Singapore for so many hours! Gosh! Went home... Headache headache. Haha.. Still, I had a swelling great time. Hope to meet up with Finy & Sya again today.. Which reminds me, I hafta help Farah & Salina in maths. Help. Not teach. ;) I ain't that good, numsaying? I was just a consistent worker back in my sec 4 days.. I'm going to SunPlaza a while later. Then maybe meet Finy & Sya again. ;) And one more thing.. Tomorrow's Nbss's Sports Day. Cool. Well, sorta. Haha.. So, to go or not to go.. THAT is the question... Haha..

So till later..
Au Viderzeen.