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An Introductory Note

Straight Up

Name's Nurul Ain AL. Born on 8th January 1987, at 1052hours.

I Am In Love.. with Allah & His Messenger, Muhammad, my family, friendships and definitely, Happiness. All other things in life is a gift from Allah. Everything that Allah gives has it's own hidden meaning. Only Allah knows best regarding everything in life, or in death.

"Life is Beautiful, but it often requires courage, love & sacrifice in order to protect it."

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In the desert
I saw a creature, naked, bestial,
Who, squatting upon the ground,
Held his heart in his hands,
And ate of it.

I said, "Is it good, friend?"
"It is bitter -bitter." he answered;
"But I like it
Because it is bitter
And because it is my heart." -SC

Please forgive the acts of my bitter heart.

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Wednesday, March 19, 2008

/// 11:16:00 PM

A Box of Sharp Objects.

I just got myself a gadget that costs me $1.3k and wow, that's a lot of money. Been using it once in a few days whenever I feel like it, and whenever I have more free time etc.. I like what I bought, though. Need a few upgrades and ta-dah! it will then become my new bestfriend.

So, lately I have been thinking about getting costly stuff, I even made a list of them. It's pretty fun, though, because I have never really done this before. Everybody's got a desire to get a number of expensive things, so do I. Shopping for clothes and shoes have never seem so boring until recently, actually. Nevermind all that..

Been rather busy since I got back on my two feet to start working again last week. It's a nice feeling, but I get tired rather easily nowadays, especially after work. And when I finally get to sleep, waking up seems like a really heavy chore.. When I finally get up, my body aches in so many places, it just suck so bad you know. Maybe I lack Vitamins, especially C. I am also in need of milk, and a healthy well-balanced diet with fruits and vegetables (gags!). I am shagged right about now, sorta just completed my evening duty. But it's ok, I hope everything will be ok..

I am thinking about going to London, I have already checked the airfare for one person. All I gotta do now is check the accommodation, food, shopping, transport and whatever whatnots that's neccesary over there. The cost will be a bomb, so saving-up starts now! Right? Riiighhtt. All my more-important priorities needs to be done first before I fly off there, right? Also, I gotta fly near first before I jet-off far, right?

I am losing interest in love, in dating guys. I might turn out being gay (say wha--?) who knows? Hahaha.

Dzulhelmi's gonna airmail me prawns or mountains very soon now, so can't wait, actually. It'd be better if you could send yourself here to my door you know.. Hahaha. Kata rindu kan? Tunggu apa lagi, get set - SEND!

So what else? I still love most of my colleagues at work. And I miss Shikin, I miss Khad, I miss Haslinda, I miss NR0401, I miss lecture Group A. I miss I miss I miss.. I also realise that I have missed so many opportunities in love and relationships, because I was afraid, because I just can't fall in love anymore, because I just don't know what's romance anymore..

So..?

I don't know la.

Until then,
Au Viderzeen.