Welcome Miss Twentyone

Finally, I get to have my hands on my keyboard and my eyes on the computer screen after 2 days. Hahaha. It's been a busy past-couple-of-days for me, so don't blame me if u miss reading my entries so much!

Well today is 2 days overdue from being Miss Twentyone. I had a heaven of a time on 08/01/08 itself. Nice date right? Nice date, nice day...

Spent a whole lot of time with my baby sister and had a whole lot of food to eat during my birthday dinner with yours truly, my family of course. It was so special, I felt really special because this is the first time I had a birthday dinner with my family to acknowledge me being 21. It's so cool and so fun. I loved it. Took a number of photos, mostly food photos and yeah, father bought me a watch! It's been a super long time since I received any presents from my parents, because I never really asked for any, I didn't ask for any this time too, but wow, it really was a surprise. I loved it too. Dayah bought me a bag, very pretty. I loved that too..

And yes, of course, after so many many many years, I had my own birthday cake. It's chocolate ice cream cake from Swensens. So good, so much pampering. I love the pampering! I always love pampering hahaha, so since I don't always get that, getting it all on my birthday for the whole day was super cool. Mak and abah, of course, got their pampering from me too. I told mak not to cook at all for the whole day, and of course, there were lesser chores on that day. Money wasn't the problem at all for me that day, I don't mind spending way a lot just for food for my family, especially since we were gonna have that dinner together en masse.. (P.S. It was over a hundred dollars just for the 6 of us. And this is only dinner!) The things u do once a while.. I know I'm happy. Happier with the company that I got that day...

The day started off really sweet, at 1200hours, I got a number of birthday messages and calls. There were no expectations, really.. So that's why it felt really really nice to just receive whatever was being given to me. Every single one of it was a surprise on its own. Especially with Dzul. Remember I stayed up late to wait for 07/01/08 to arrive? Well he did the same for me. I was so excited, estatic.. Like I was high on caffeine or something, the moment I saw his number calling on my cell. Usually he'll give his salam first before I do, but this time it was vice versa.. And right after that, no hesitations.. He said, "Selamat hari jadi!" Hahahaha k melts.. So we talked on the phone for a while, thank God I wasn't having sweaty palms at that moment, because my heart was racing fast, and we're just like good old friends, so no reason to get tachycardic right? Hmmmm.. So yeaahhh.
Nice having him around, like always. The things we said to each other hahaha feeling!

Ur physical presence lacks in my life, but our emotional existence for each other stays alive.. Although in a mental state, all this might not always be around, but occasionally I know u think of me too as much as I think of u sometimes..

The days kept getting better.

Yesterday was 09/01/08. Met up with Mr Azrul in the morning, had lunch at Secret Recipe City Hall and got home around 1530hours. Went out yesterday and I already wore the new watch, new bag.. Plus new baju and new tudung too! So it's like, look, I'm new, I'm fresh.. I am reborn. Hahaha. Macam2 drama eh. Azrul sorta gave some pampering to me too. He took off that day just for me. Everything was on him that day. He's sweet, like always for the past few years that I've known him, he has always been sweet. He didn't get for me a transformers-anything as he knows what he's buying. A true fan surely knows the better quality ones. So it's ok, actually! He gave me the scorings, good enough. Anyways, no matter what, when it comes to transformers, I will always be reminded of him. He is an autobot, himself.. Hahaha. So yeah yeah, so much info, still excited I guess.

He actually got me a brooch, with bling-bling! So pretty, so cool.. Its a shape of a swan with pink-violet coloured blings. He said, "Its a swan. U're 21 now, so its like u're a swan.. U're a lady now." That's so sweet, yet so strong. Then again, that's Mr Azrul, everytime he says something like this, that's the impact he always carries in his words.

Got home and got ready for sambutan awal muharram at Darul Makmur. Left at around 1815hours with Mak and Faizah. It was nice. That was the peak of my birthday, teaching me to be a real adult, although I might not really act like one through most of my days, deep inside of me I definitely know who I am, my limitations, my strengths and everything else about me, the secrets that not even my family or my bestfriends know.

I'm still strong eventhough u tried to break me apart. Ur presence weakens me, the absence just made me stronger.

Happy Birthday, Nurul Ain AL. Alhamdulillah, I'm loving everything that I got now.

Until then,
Au Viderzeen.