Me and My Mind

I caught this movie earlier on, titled Chasing Helgda or something like that. It was about this 19-year-old guy who had a mental illness after his brother's death and joined boarding school late. Then he met this girl who had aneurism and they got close. She died a few days after they knew each other. The scene where she was near-death at the hospital; they expressed their love to each other and well, it was very moving. So yeah, this guy, he writes a lot. Not as a living kinda thing, but he has a diary where he pens down anything that he thinks about. And his mind, it always has deep thoughts about anything that relates to his life. It was so cool..

I am sort of reminded of myself many years ago when I used to do those things. I have always been pretty deep in my thoughts and have always loved free-writing but I never really had a regular diary to write on weekly or anything.. I would pen it down anywhere and eventually I will sort of lose a few. So hahaha. Anyways, I've been writing a lot recently, doing what I've always loved doing before.. Maybe because I've been getting long breaks from work and that gives me abundance of free time to note my thoughts down. It's been really great. It felt great. I felt great.

So maybe, Diary-hunting here I come!! Hahaha. But I realised I really enjoy typing more than writing these days. Hmm we'll see then. What I know is that, I'm going to seriously dig words like I used to before. Yeahh.

Moving on..

Met up with Shahril yesterday. It was sort of last minute but well.. It doesn't matter. He told me of my importance in his life. To hear these things from Shahril is like really rare so the moment felt really, important! And he kept telling me how bad he feels not being able to get anything for my birthday. It's ok really. To me, everytime spent with him is like a gift on its own. So I don't have to wait for my birthday or anything like that, when he's around I have a 'present' already Hahaha. Btw it's our eight year together! Plus, with Haslinda too! Cool kan.. Great number, great meanings..

Moving on again...

Supposed to meet Dzul today at his Polytechnic's Open House, but something prevented me from going. So, sedih jugak lah. It's ok then, InsyaAllah maybe next time k.

So yeahh, earghh balek kerja this Monday!
Hmmmm, ok then lets move on! Hahahaha..

Do you know? It's so hard to get Jablonsky's scorings! I called up Sembawang and HMV but their reply was that the CD's not coming in to Singapore for the time being. Haiiz.. Azrul is as pissed as I am but he doesn't want to purchase it online. Something to do with credit/ debit card safety thingy whatnots! SO WE JUST WAIT K? Hahahaha.

The company that I've been getting has been really nice, and so is vice versa. I'm been loved and all of them are loved by me too! Cool..

"U might not be around now anymore, but don't forget what u still owe me k. I'll be waiting.."

Until then,
Au Viderzeen!