Is it worth it can you even hear me?

I'm trying to tell u I'm not ok
Can u hear me?
I'm screaming at the top of my lungs
Can u even hear me?

Do u know that my hormones are messy?
I tell u now it's all not in place.
I'm doing my screamo again, now it's not sexy
I ask u now, can u take my place?

I'm ripping my heart out,
By sharing these things.
I drain my tears all out,
I'm sharing everything.

I'm opening all my thoughts out to u
U assured me that u're always listening
I'm listening, I'm going to ask u again
I'm showing my flaws, telling everything
At the end, are these all really worth it?

Help me.