Patience

It's been a pretty rough ride for me these few weeks, what's more with the fasting month. No, I'm not saying that fasting is bad, but really.. It sorta deprives one from being able to consume anything, especially to have some drinks to moisturise your throat when the weather is really hot. And on top of that, to have to stand about 7 hours plus on your feet...
In other words, this year's Ramadhan is really a challenge for me.

Working in an environment where I'm constantly attending to people's needs, and having to deal with a lot of drama, I just gotta stay strong, and definitely requires me to have a lot of patience. In the end, I remember that everyone is an individual on his or her own, and so am I.. So, I will overcome all of it. I can overcome it all. InsyaAllah.

But do u think I'm unhappy with my life now? Nope, I am definitely not unhappy.

Firstly, I am taking everything as a learning experience each day.
Secondly, all of these teaches me to be a much more responsible person.
And lastly, no matter what... I will still be happy. Because even when the going gets tough, the tough just keeps pushing me to go on and on..

What's with tmr, doing my second night duty, and this time I'm in-charge and I'm alone. I am quite afraid, but InsyaAllah I will be able to go through this challenge. Constantly looking on the bright side, staying happy and having a lot of patience, I am willing to go on. I'm sure, InsyaAllah, all will go well..

One more thing, exactly at this hour, I just received a hari raya greeting card from Atok in the mail. God, I miss him a lot. It's been rough for him, he can't come down to Singapore anymore. It really really breaks my heart. I hope the rest of my family would like to visit him this year. It's pretty far from here, but, I'm really hoping they'll bring me to see him this year...

So.. we'll see then.

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If I don't update my blog anytime soon again, I wanna wish Elizabeth a happy birthday,
and To All the Muslims,
JIA YOU - YOU CAN DO IT, it's only a few more days, we can go through a few more days of fasting !! Yeah~ !!
then, HAPPY HARI RAYA !!
and, Happy night duty days for me till Monday morning..!! Yeahh~ !!
celebrate more more happy days to come for all of us. =)

See? All the festivities, or important days usually begins with Happy ---day. So treat each day like an important day and InsyaAllah u'll stay happy, always. When u look at the mirror when u're 50, u'll still look like u're only 15! =P
The more u smile, I'm sure the less wrinkles there'll be on ur face.

I'll still stay happy, and I'll continue to smile with each passing day. I won't let anyone or anything destroy it. This is my life, if no one can love me fully, at least I know I can..

Until then,
Au Viderzeen.