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"The most authentic thing about us is our capacity to create, to overcome, to endure, to transform, to love and to be greater than our suffering."

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An Introductory Note

Straight Up

Name's Nurul Ain AL. Born on 8th January 1987, at 1052hours.

I Am In Love.. with Allah & His Messenger, Muhammad, my family, friendships and definitely, Happiness. All other things in life is a gift from Allah. Everything that Allah gives has it's own hidden meaning. Only Allah knows best regarding everything in life, or in death.

"Life is Beautiful, but it often requires courage, love & sacrifice in order to protect it."

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In the desert
I saw a creature, naked, bestial,
Who, squatting upon the ground,
Held his heart in his hands,
And ate of it.

I said, "Is it good, friend?"
"It is bitter -bitter." he answered;
"But I like it
Because it is bitter
And because it is my heart." -SC

Please forgive the acts of my bitter heart.

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Thursday, May 10, 2007

/// 5:14:00 PM

This Is My Confession.

I have a confession, a really big confession. Most of you who knows me well enough, will MOST PROBABLY, not believe me, but here we go..

Me and Taufik - it's over. No, guys, stop. Don't laugh, or stop, don't give me that super shock face. NOOO.. No "YA RIIIGHT" this time. It's true. I know, I know.. It's hard to let go, the memories of him still lingers with me each day. It's really, very very painful, but some things in life aren't meant to be. We've been having a hard time together lately. He did something behind my back that I don't think I can ever forgive him for, so until he changes, maybe things can go back to the way it used to be..

Whatever I just said kinda applies to my reality, actually. Hard to let go, but..

U said ur happiness and all about urself is more important than me as a whole right? That's just selfish, man. It's hard. No matter how many times u try to tell me ur reasons why, I can't believe all the other harsh things u said to me, that u've done to me..

If honesty is the one that lacks between the both us, then why hold on?

Although we're not together, U KNEW how I felt. It just sucks that u'd rather neglect our bond, our friendship, for ur own selfish needs.. 2 years, and it just sucks that u're not sensitive to my needs, and still have the cheek to call ourselves BESTFRIENDS. This sucks man. U wanna throw me out of the picture, then please, by all means do.

I don't wish to feel NOTHING, or worst, feel hurt by letting u continue playing all sorts of games with my heart.

Didn't mean to express it out here, but where else can I shout out to? U, the bestfriend that I trusted, one whose importance weighs the same as loving myself, didn't put me in the position that u said I was at.. U're now not around for me to cry on, u'd never understand, u wouldn't even know how to listen.. Baby, if things have their own ways to mend on its own, I say, I still love u.. It's just too difficult, too complicated to put all the cards neatly down on the table. U've broken my heart once too many, there isn't even any glue left to stick the pieces all back together.

Until Later,
Au Viderzeen.