you.

ugh. no, u shut up. don't u dare tell me that!
u shut up. just shut up.

ugh.

oh to hell with my negative entry. or entries.
whateverrr. uuggghhhhhh. i don't care.
just die lah. just go.

well, yeah. whatever.
like u once said to me, let my dream be just a dream.
arrghhhh. and i actually went yay at that time?
arrhhhhh. just die lah.

a dream, a dream. a dream, a dream?
yea, yeahh. whatever. continue breaking my heart.
keep doing that. that's what u do best,

whaaat...~

why couldn't u've just given me a chance??
why couldn't i just have that one freaking chance?

i hate u. i so hate u lahhhh!!
up saakkkk.
why do i have to care about your happiness anymore?
and hell no, i didn't say i was done with u. i never did say that.
i'm not done yet, not with u.

i knowww, there's no freaking way to end that up.
NO WAY. and i'm not going to even try.
i just wish u'd come here. and face me.
YES, uhuh, that's it brudder.

and even when i wish u'd die. chill, u'll face it someday.
everybody will. so, chill.

but if u would to fall now. and hurt urself so bad.
and mayyybe bleeeed so profusely.

aaannnddd if i was around, i'd be there for u.
shit, i would. I WOULD. yep.

i'd be there alright. and i'd help u out.
YUUPPP.

so u ask, what is it that i would've done?
i'll call the ambulance, and i'll guard ur life,
every minute, until the medics arrive.
i'd do anything in my knowledge to help out.
heck, I HATE U so much.. that i WILL help u.

such irony, aye?

u don't know how much i feel for u. u've got NO IDEA.
i would loathe u for all i care. yes. because i just do.
u just don't know how much i've felt for u.

nope, helping u it's not about BERPERIKEMANUSIAAN.
takde kena-mengena at all.
I JUST HATE YOU SO MUCH.

i've said this before, and i'll say it again.

just, why don't u find out what is it that i'm actually gonna say.

I "i'm saying this in my heart" U.

yeah, whatever.

until later.
au viderzeen.