Dear Paul,

I wish I could meet up with you someday. I want you to prove me wrong about what others had said about you - that you're arrogant. Are you? I hope not, and please don't be.

You've opened up my heart into liking you. Yes, I think you're pretty interesting - fun to watch, and you seem like a really cool person to hang out with. The way you strut your stuff, I see that you're quite a modest guy, and to me, that is a virtue. Uhuh.

Winning, time.. These things are precious, but having patience and being modest, yo, that's a virtue everyone forgets to encompass. Plus your determination - whoa baby, that blew me away.

I look forward to seeing you every week, and I don't want that to end. Not yet, baby. Not now. Yeah, and no matter what, I'm hoping that someday, honey, someday, we'll get to really meet, and it's time you see me, and then probably we could hang out and talk. A couple of snapshots, and alright baby, I'll keep those memories. By then, you'd have made my adolescent dream come true.

It may sound sick, I know. I mean come on, our age gap?
But it's just an adolescent thing, before I let -teen out from my age. I just wanna be an acquaintance to you. That's all, honey. Just one day, and you'd have made a big impact on my life, rest assured.

A letter with no stamp, no address and definitely no you to read it. Maybe it'll get sent in some other way? But I just hope that someday, not too long, this dream will come true.

Until Later,
Au Viderzeen.

Your fan,
AinL.