Dearest Boy-Bestfriend aka "Robin",

Hopefully our relationship as bestfriends doesn't come to an end cause u let ur feelings get involved, or whatever the reason it may be. I know u're giving me the cold shoulder, that u're avoiding me. Am I right? I can sense it. U could've told me, given any kind of reason. I would've listened, and understood it perhaps. If not, at least, I would've explained my reason - for whatever that've made u act this way towards me. I don't hate u. But I'm just disappointed.. At u, of course.

If u're really hurt, dismayed.. angry. Whatever all those feelings u went through, look, I'm sorry. I'm sorry, ok? But I have feelings too. U have ur ways of making u smile and be happy, I have mine too.

I did tell u the truth before, that, I have envied ur place with other chicks, blablabla, but I never got angry. I NEVER DID IGNORE U. But why are u acting this way towards me? Sighs.

I thought u just wanted me to be happy? I thought u cared? Or were those words just a way of telling me, "Hey, it's just for the moment."

Why, man, why..?

U know, this is a pretty bold thing for me to do, expressing how I really feel out here to u. I didn't want to at first, and even when I have finished writing this entry, I had second thoughts about publishing it too. Thinking again, I should. I have my reasons.

If all these things I said aren't true, then I'm sorry I jumped to conclusions. If it is true, then I'm sorry too.. I'm sorry I trusted u so much.

I can read, ok? I can sense. Therefore, I assume..

Once u've done reading my entry here, call me, and tell me... the Truth. Honestly.

For now, that's all I ever want from u. And an explanation too.
U know who u are. I'm sure u do. If we're still bestfriends, then call. If u don't bother about our friendship anymore, then don't bother to call at all either.

Suit urself.
But I'll be waiting. I will wait.

Until Later,
Ain.